Saturday, March 08, 2008

8/3

I doubt she likes me and will ever like me. There's still T who is probably still so in love with her. I mean, the time they've spent together can't match how much time I've KNOWN her. What was I thinking telling her all those stuff. I must have been the stupidest person ever. I know that now. It was right to promise myself things like never to like a girl never again, and after I broke that promise, I made another promise not to ask her to be my girlfriend unless we'd known for a year, but I broke that too. I'm just way too inferior when it comes to T and J. It's obvious who would emerge the winner.

I r fail, only because I was so stupid, getting my heart broken again, and again, and again. Relationships are fun, sure when you're the one being liked and have fun breaking up other guys' hearts. Watching guys fight over you must really be fun, and now I doubt that you were joking about that comment. You were probably serious and just thought it wrong for me to think you liked guys fighting over you, just so I could fight over you and look like a total idiot and you would just laugh at me.

|[ jordon. | 11:55 PM ]|